My Socks Socks Story

2009-06-09T06:56:00.000-07:00

Hai...what is life?

Grace

2007-11-08T04:07:00.000-08:00

God!!! I really want to cry out from the bottom of my heart. Can I really overcome all the difficulties which I am facing now? God, my wounds and hurts are like diseases spreading over my body. God, from now onwards, I have only you who can walk with me through the fire. Jia you!

2007-08-19T06:35:00.000-07:00

God, in the midst of trials, let your unfailing love overtakes me...I feel like as if I have stop breathing and I want to be where you are and shun away from people from onwards. God, come and melt my heart and give me a purpose of living.Thank you Daddy!!!

My Heart is Bleeding

2007-07-07T04:06:00.000-07:00

God, my heart is bleeding and i feel like leaving this earth as soon as possible...My heart and my spirit is broken into millions of pieces and who can I talk to when I feel terrible upsad and want to be alone. I want to shut myself up and stop seeing and hurting people around me. I keep on surpressing my emotions within me and assuming that I am alright. God, come and revive my spirit because I live without a HOPE, FUTURE and DREAMS..... God!!!!!!!!!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

Confused....

2007-04-18T08:32:00.000-07:00

I am very confused and alot of pressure are upon me.... God what should I do for my future and career...God I am helpless and feel hopeless at time but let the Holy Spirit come and be my teacher...

Lost....

2007-04-13T06:05:00.000-07:00

I am very upsad and lost of what had happened to me recently..... i cant accept the truth and right now i am really stumble and shaken of what had happened..... God in 4 years time, i will be leaving to other country and i will really miss all my freinds here especially rl, mc, jess and vic... If it is your will for me to leave, let your will be done though it hurts me alot..... =)

Disappointed

2007-04-10T05:23:00.000-07:00

Lord I am very disappointed today by alot of things because I dun knw how to handle the situation. LORD, please forgive me that from now onwards I tried my best not to communicate to anyone because the more I communicate, the more disappointments I will receive. This is the thing I must overcome on my own and I know that everyone will forsake me except YOU. Walk beside me and hold my hand for I am totally and utterly have nthing to say right now. God, you will send your guardian angle to come and protect me no matter what happen to me. I am weak and YOU r strong.....COME and empowered my spirit for my spirit is broken into million of pieces. This is the year of blessings and breakthrough.

LOST!!!!

2007-04-01T10:19:00.001-07:00

GOD, I am very lost now.... I wanted to go back to youth and sun service very much but there are always having a great fear in me for going back because i am super scared of rejection....God I really dun want to start all over again, each time i think about this matter, i will burst into tears and I am very lost.... God, I am drowning in the deep sea and I can see neither land nor anything I can hold on to......Let this year be the year i grow spiritually and mature and sensitive to the people around me.... Be wise in relating with people and aware of their behaviour..... God, I am very very disappointed and dont knw hw to overcome nw.... How I am super super super lost...lol COME and RESCUE ME!!!!

LOST!!!!

2007-04-01T10:19:00.000-07:00

GOD, I am very lost now.... I wanted to go back to youth and sun service very much but there are always having a great fear in me for going back because i am super scared of rejection....God I really dun want to start all over again, each time i think about this matter, i will burst into tears and I am very lost.... God, I am drowning in the deep sea and I can see neither land nor anything I can hold on to......Let this year be the year i grow spiritually and mature and sensitive to the people around me.... Be wise in relating with people and know aware of their behaviour..... God, I am very very disappointed and dont knw hw to overcome nw.... How I am super super super lost...lol COME and RESCUE ME!!!!

JIA YOU!!!! =)

2007-01-26T04:20:00.000-08:00

God... May you pull me out from this trial and the victory is MINE!!!!!!

Rainy Day

2007-01-20T07:19:00.000-08:00

Today is our last cell group gather togther and fellowship with one another.... I feel very upsad because there are alot of things all of us have went through thick and thin..... Thinking of U5 is going off and mengchoo, i almost wanted to burst into tears because by God's grace, they are the one who always encourage and pray for me..... I really missed my CELL GROUP very much.... GOD... pls control my emotion and let me know that you are in control..... I missed the time we spend together laughing and crying for one another..... Though there are thurs cell group, however, it cant compare our bonding as an indidivual cell though we may nt be very close...Lord... I MISSED MY CELL GROUP!!!!!! Bring me through this trial and let me lean on you always... I feel that as if everything as come to the end......HELP!!!!!!

Disappointed!!

2007-01-18T20:21:00.000-08:00

Disappointed....

This morning, after I have taken my Accounts CA test, my friends checked the answers with me and I realized that I had alot of mistakes. I felt very terrified, helpless and disppointed!!!! I had worked so hard for this CA and yet I got this kind of marks...... I didn't know wat to do and for the time being, I didn't feel like talking or see anyone..... I just want to be alone.... GOD!!!!! Pls help me... I really want to go to PLOY!!!!!!!

HIS GRACE IS SUFFICIENT for me!!!!!

2006-11-07T01:20:00.000-08:00

Today is the busiest day.... After school, I need to work and after that i still have to ATTEND CCA.... Thank God for His strength to pull me through.... Last sat, we had sang a song "His Grace is Sufficient for me." Thank God for this song because it really touches me alot.....Praise HIM =)

2006-08-27T05:48:00.000-07:00

STRESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Exam is cming in 2 weeks times!!!!hw am i suppose to cope!!!!! this semester is VERY VERY VERY important for me!!!! This is the opportunty for me to rely on God more!!!! Yeepz

How?

2006-08-22T17:37:00.000-07:00

Lord...Hw....Pls save me from this trials because it is very tough and is 100 percent beyond my own ability.....Though i am walking in the storm and darkness.... YOU will provide a way for me..... Let ur UNCONDITIONAL love LIFT up my broken and contrite spirit and let not current situation pull me down...Lord, Let ur will be done...... =)

Hai VERY STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-08-16T00:51:00.000-07:00

Exam is cming SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha

Fine day.... =)

2006-08-14T23:47:00.000-07:00

I am really really very thankful to God that HE had answer my prayer that nxt mon, my friends agree to change her shedule with me then i no need to work next mon and most importantly i am able to go for intersession.... Really thank God because it is nt easy to change with her...haha He always let me know that HE is always with me whenever n wherever i am.... be it my thoughts or ways of doing things...Men maynt understand but HE understand TOTALLY!!!!! Everytime when trials come....HE is there to comfort me....Thank God for my Cell grp though i maynt be very close with them.... GOD!!!!!!!! Help me to find my wholeness n WORTH in you...... Help me to understand n experience ur love towards me is unconditional.... Help me to know that u r my best companionship.... Help me to know that u r a Almightly FATHER!!! =)

Thank GOD for my costings CA... =0

2006-08-14T00:59:00.000-07:00

Haha really thank God for his love n wisdom that i am able to score well for my costing CA2...haha without HIS help, i won't be able to make it cos HE is the one whom I honour n serve.... yeepz.... Without HIM, i won't be where i am......Without HIM, i won't be able to do things that i wan to do... All glory n honour belongs to HIM.... =-D CHEERS!!!!!!!!

Really thank GOD for today Costing CA.... =0

2006-08-10T00:27:00.000-07:00

Really thank God that by HIS Grace, Love n Favour... I am able to do finish on time n able to do all the question....Without HIM guiding n giving me the wisdom... I wont b able to make it.... Most importantly really thank GOD for Bro michael n 2 other bro n sis who kp me in prayer...haha today .... i just realized that men are very fake in alot of ways and this really has discourage me alot..... haha but thank God that i have 1 true friend n HIS name is JESUS..... yeepz....

ah ya very stress cos tommorow got costings CA!!!!!!!!

2006-08-09T00:17:00.000-07:00

hai very stress leh!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhh!!!!! haha cos nw i am sick of my studies n I really really feel like giving up.....very tough !!!!!! hw GOD pls help me haha..... But i knw that HE will definalty help me in times of gd n bad...AMEN!!!! =) hai today very xian cos is national day n today have girls gathering but i cant go cos tomorow have CA.... yeepz.... Though it may b very tough but I Can DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHO STRENTHEN ME!!!!! AMEN!!!!! =-D

STRESSS!!!!!!! COSTINGS exam this thurs....ahhhh!!

2006-08-07T05:55:00.000-07:00

Haha today very funny cos today i accidentally lost my bank bk....hai i feel like i am getting older n older haha then today i just bought a wallet....yeh yeh i finally bought one..... very stress exam is cming soon then dun knw wat to do also..... haha then today i didnt go to schl cos today only performance then very boring... yehyeh everyday to me nw is very joyful though facing very upsad over certain things.....haha

AHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Struggle like xiao!!!!!

2006-07-30T23:41:00.000-07:00

I really wan to cry liao cos i am really struggle like xiao!!!! AHHHHHH i just wan to b alone cos i just cant help it...hw hw hw only God knows wat i am through n He is the only one who can bring me through n hide me under His wings...CRY OUT LOUD!!!!! Every of my cell group members are very Important to me cos besides God..... They are my pillar who will guide n pull me through.....

Exams is cming

2006-07-30T04:05:00.000-07:00

Very stress!!!! Today i study as if i didnt study.....hai this is the opportunity that I can learn to surrender n trust in HIM.... Recently, i struggle with alot alot of things but still managable....Continue to PRAY n STAY FAST..... HE is with me wherever i go....Yeepz!!! jia you =) Yesterday, we had cell grp n most of us really shared wat we had...... it is a gd beginning..... May Him continue to do His work in the cell... I really thank God for everything i have n nw i am very thirsty n hunger and i cant wait to see HIM face to face..... yeepz

Today really touched by God in the coffeebean

2006-07-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

Today i nt feeling very good because of certain things but after having dinner with the rest, i went to the coffeebean to do my QT n i am really lifted up by His presence.... He really listening to me n comfort me at the same time..... I will press on with my walk with HIM n Be on fire in HIM.....I may nt show up on my appearence because i DUN WANT to seek the approval of men.... Though the ppl surround me may nt understand or want to tok to me...It is fine because in this situation can really train up my emotion to b more stronger..... JESUS RULES my life....PPL may dispise me because i am just a weak Christian BUT GOD will NEVER dispise me because i am HIS precious daughter....LET HIS LOVE, GRACE n MERCY continue to overflow me n do HIS great things in my LIFE....YEEPZ!!!! =)

Yep........i found a job..... =>

2006-07-03T07:55:00.000-07:00

Today is a very gd day even though i am very tired.... i have to study evry nite after my work....today i have think alot abt friendship.... wat is friendship?..... i dun knw if is it because of friendship.... then i have change my perspective frm gd to worse.... i am just very broken abt friendship that y i dun wan to have many friends.....the only friend that i can found is only JESUS.... yeepz... =D All praise to God...

Disappointed!!

2006-06-25T06:59:00.000-07:00

I am really really very disappointed n upsad cos i really cant work wif my grp members....very stress n tired n feel like giving up..... i cant tell this matter to anyone cos they will tend to judge me.... nw i am looking for part-time job to help out for my personal finance...I am seriously think that my personality have problem...each time i think of friendship....I will cry out from the bottom of my heart..... Only God knws hw i feel n think.... May He comfort my spirit n protect me frm any harm....

Breakthrough =)

2006-06-02T08:37:00.000-07:00

Today, we have intersession in church.... It is very blessed n encouraging..... very xian.....cos accounts common test is cming n we nd to study quite hard..... but God's grace is upon those who make the effort n HE will do the rest....

Very tiring today even though i have taken afternoon nap..... YEAH.... our entrepreuner is setting up store in J8 n we r gng to work in groups...... tomorow have youth service and i am gng to learn guitar after sunday service frm aunty sally......YEAHHHHHH!!!!!

Sunny Day... =D

2006-05-31T17:53:00.000-07:00

Yeh, today have follow-up session at bishan. I am looking forward but i am struggling with my accounting as there is a common test next thurs. Thank God for this trial as this can really exercise my faith even more. Ah ya, later has accounting mock test.

My costing teacher is really kai shu cos yesterday he gave alot of assignments and expect us to compete by this weekend.STRESS!!!haha but God will grant me a breakthrough. Btw, i dun think i will b gng to Thailand cos having financial difficulties but will b gng for fire conference. Yeep, I must continue to perservance.......

JOYFUL DAY! =)

2006-05-30T19:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, our cell group went to city hall for dinner to celebrate RL's birthday.We went to Kenny Roger after that we went to Cartel to eat ice-cream n cake. It is very fun as we can really fellowship n enjoy each other company.

Really thank God because at first i thought nobody is going n amazingly, at least 6 ppls turn up.Thank God for answering my prayer. yeepz, Really thank God for all my fellow brother n sister who came for the dinner.

My Socks Socks Story....

2006-05-25T22:56:00.000-07:00

Hey guys,=)This is my first time creating a web blog.....I learn this through multimedia n i think i am quite outdated cos everybody know how to create it.....Yeepz...Anyway, I am going to Thailand during July for my Entrepreneur n i think it will be quite fun.

Yesterday, we had follow-up session at bishan and I think it is very ministering and meaningful.Really very blessed and enjoyable.....On Wednesday, my friend n I went for swimming and after that we went to suana....It is Cool man....